First time in the Kansas River

Kayak trip. 

Staring at the lights one day when I was laying in bed. Decided to clean the lights like grandma. 

Taught to drive. Grandpa always said it costs money to brake a car. Thinking about grandpa when I drive.

Pen in pocket. 

Grandma preparing was showing love. Also control.

Send wedding invite to Gary and Rebecca Blanton. Call and just ask for Chris address. 

What do we do with the thoughts of those people that will never leave us? Kate. Chris. Erynn. Heather. Sam. How do I keep the line open without badgering them. Why are they still in my thoughts if the universe removed them AND the relationships were not mutually beneficial? Do I just need to remember the past or is there supposed to be more in the future? Tell the stories of the past.

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